I don't wanna be here anymore
This is not a love poem unless you want it to be
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🔰I don't wanna be here by illneas
Poetry
Existentialism
And your eyes that reflect the worlds you saw
You said "coming with me is a decision"
Even though we both know that the chemical reactions in my head
won't allow me to choose
Programmed by my upbringing I deluded myself that free will exists
Temptations masquerade themselves as feelings and
words cut like razors through my skin
The unexamined life is not worth living
However, I have trouble sleeping at night
I need to get out of this place
But the stubborn illusion of fate won't leave me alone
Why am I thinking like this?
Dilated pupils
Short breaths
And the audacity to try and quantify my feelings
I tend to lose the point in-between
This is maybe why I need you
I remind myself that life is about perspective
And my feelings are the result of a story I told myself
Or maybe you told me to tell myself
Words masquerade themselves as feelings and
temptations cut like razors through my skin
What about you?
Do you just feel things?
Like all the other humans we used to mock?
Do you just act based on your emotions?
If I knew the exact reasons I feel this way about you
Would I still feel this way?
If I don't care about what you think of me
Then why does it hurt so much?
The chaos around me
Is tired of me trying to figure it out
And patterns start to emerge through the shadows
I'm lost somewhere between
Poetry
Existentialism
And your eyes that reflect the worlds you saw
Maybe they also reflect the worlds ahead of you
all I know is that
"I don't want to be here anymore"
You smiled and said
"then come with me"
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